My lovely darling sha sha ~

Sha and i at my place. :)

Dine at Akira

Had dinner at akira resturant. Nice buffet they served..

I'm too hungry to snap photos of those food ! =P

After work head down to mustafa to get glue recommend by kay kay

It's for my Ds lite with crystal ! Can't wait to see my Ds with blings !!

I got no time to go salon to dye my hair so i get 2 boxes of Palty dye my hair

Mummy just told me she wanted to volunteer to dye for me tomorrow after we woke up =D

So sweet of my mum ! Love her like no one else !

2days didn't get to see my baby girl .. Miss her lots

Busy working schedule this week =D / =(

Things i wanna do :

1 : Dye my hair (DONE)

2 : Blings my Ds

3 : Facial soon (DONE)

4 : Redo my nails

5 : Trim my hair

6 : Restock my skincare (DONE)

7 : Pay my bills (DONE)

8 : Get sha's present (ALMOST DONE)

After work.. A very tiring day ...

I miss my baby girl :(

Happy drinking milk with sha

Today my baby girl didn't go work.
I miss her ! One of my nails break.
I gonna redo on Monday..
Yeah ! My baby girl birthday is around the corner.
Feel happy for her ! I'm thinking to get her Louis vuitton or Gucci ??
Btw can you spot my pimple on my left cheek? =X

More jobs coming !! :D

I MISS HUGGING MY BABY GIRL TO SLEEP !!

We doing mask together at my house..

Sha at my house, we just finish supper.. Now doing mask together. Sha doing whitening mask done by my mum. I'm doing purifying mask. I love her very much ! She is my BFF ! *Best Friend Forever !!! :D Good night or should i say good morning ?! Cause now is 6.19 AM !!!

On my way to yawen's house !
my nails
yawen's DS (so Pretty!)
her doggie (so cute)

It's wednesday ! Why?!

Because i going Yawen's house to do nails !

She got good skill and she is a very nice girl.

Won't doze off when doing nails !

Cause i always doze off when doing my nails :)

I wanna design my DS too !

LG Secret !

Someone give me a surprise with this phone

Thank you but again i wanna scold you ! I ask you not to buy you still get a phone which i never say i want.

Yeah ! Tomorrow accompany sha to do her eyelash extension then i do my nails !

HELLO ! Good Afternoon to everyone !
Yawn ~ I just woke up.. Now is 5pm
I can't take seafood and cold drinks for 2weeks :(
Instructions from doctor.

Coffee club at orchard ! Muddy pie !



Home

Suppose to catch a movie but i was late.. Sorry =X

End up head to coffee club to have dessert!

My baby girl called me to said she was hungry so i got her a chicken baked rice

Hope she likes the food :D

She said i'm a zi lian kuang ! LOL

Kelvin foo friends please stop viewing me or i could say keep track of me !

Have a life man ! There's better things you can do !

Kelvin foo do not assume i have a bf now !

Thank you !

It's me going to work!

Yeah , i enjoy working with my baby girl

I'll go and fetch her from her house then to work together !

Very long i didn't self-snap

Hmm.. Should i cut my fringe shorter alittle ? Or leave it?

Crystal crystal !!

I'm dying to do my nails !

Yes, sha has help me to make an appointment with yawen !

Sha promise me to go with me =D

Just now sha pop by my house.

She messed up my room

We even went out to buy kfc

Bird nest !

It's good for skin and complexion !

I went to work everyday with sha, i simply enjoy working with her !

She's my Baby-girl !

Working with her time passes very FAST . :D

Recently i went to long beach to eat seafood..

Had nice seafood there.

Yesterday went home with kay kay, she wanted to go newton eat gong gong but i said i don't wanna go cause of kelvin.

End up we went to Hai soi seafood instead !

I wanna do my nails so badly ! i miss them so much !

I wanna work hard to buy bed frame and mini computer desk from ikea !
Crystal for my nails and DS !

I felt my heart really hurts..
This time really break up..
These days i had been acting strong to everyone
I never regret for doing so much for you
And i'm happy for doing all these for you
It's time for me to move on..
I'll work to ease my pain..
And i'll not sue him
Hope he found his happiness
Loving you kelvin foo

GOOD MORNINING READERS !

My blog hit to 3098 views per day !

Thank you everyone for viewing !! :)

Later i going for a casting that i didn't make it twice..

I'm sorry i couldn't make it due to my problem

but later confirm will go

After casting i'll head off to work.

I miss working

I miss sha sha <3

eleganz photoshoot - taken by kenneth choo

Ds : Animal Crossing..
House : paid finish
Study room
Kitchen
Dolly room

I had been playing this game everyday without fail unless i'm tired and sleepy.. He is still in the room sleeping everyday.. Will i be able to move on? A friend of mine mms me a picture of swarovski crystals that he got for me to cheer me up.. Thanks but don't spend money. And i found out he got it for free.. Cause i don't want to accept such a expensive gift. :)

I would like to say THANKS to those who shows care and concern for me. And some girls actually share their problems with me as well. Through friendster, facebook, phonecalls, sms and msn me. Thanks alot.. I believe i will be fine.. Time will heals me slowly.. Though i still miss him..

Latest photoshoot.. Without edit yet.. Still waiting for edited photos

I'll move on without you anymore..

If you care for my feelings..

Time will heals me..

At home celebrating my sister's birthday!

Happy birthday!

Xuesha, mavis came to celebrate for her.

Suppose to BBQ But is raining heavily..

My head hurts.. I don't wanna admitted to hospital.
Doctor don't let me discharged. Only my mum sign the paper so i could discharged.
xuesha is the one who accompany me while i'm in the hospital..
medinice makes me sleepy..
Lucky i have medinice if not i can't sleep every night.. my mind keeps bothering me..
I wanna forget everything that he did to me soon very soon..

More message from people who concern for me :) sweets



From:

Olivia
Date:
08/7/2008 5:51 pm
Subject:
hi
Message:
I've been reading your blog for some time now and so sorry to hear that ur bf hit u.

I'm a divorcee although i'm only 20. And ya its becos my ex husband hit me. After everytime he beg me and tells me that he will change, but there is always a next time.

I was too in love with him at that time, i guess. To report him to the police. My advice to u will be even if u don't wan to report him get urself a protection order against him.

Be strong and you'll get through this. There is still a lot of nicer guys than him out there. Like how i eventually met my bf. lol...

Take good care!!!!




From:

duckyzz
Date:

08/7/2008 10:08 am
Subject:
smile
Message:
im anonymous to u. im not ur fren or wat,. jus c find tat u r such a gorgeous gal n c ur blog.. find tat how come such a pretty n gorgeous hav such a sad relation.. come on u deserve a beta guy. a guy hu beat gf is just too unacceptable. leaving him early is a blessing for u.. a beta guy is queing for u.. dun scared bcoz im a guy.. i jus feel sad for u.. hope u smile alot den more nice foto of u.. hehe.. men beat gf is a disgrace.. be strong mis naomi.. a gorgeous gal like ur should be happily forever.. god bless




From:

Y Rick
Date:

08/7/2008 9:05 am
Subject:
Y Rick has sent you a smile.
Message:
Y Rick wants to brighten your day with a smile. Check out Y Rick's profile and send a reply.
A message from Y Rick:
A very good day to you, I read about what happen and find it disturbing that there is actually such a person around. Well I would cut short on what everone is writing to you, I just hope and want you to stand on your feet again and prove to those who have let you down that you are unbeaten and is able to live without them, you have my support to stand tall again.I wish you all the best for your future endeavour, embark on a new journey starting now.Remember no matter what, support is here,Cheers




Ray Tham
Today at 2:18pm
Report Message
Hi Naomi,Saw yr blog at read whats going on in yr life. Sorry to hear that a beautiful girl like you was mistreated this way. Though i am not yr close friend but i hope you can choose a life that you really feel happy rather than in fear and fatiguness worrying over yr bf and his nonsense. Love yourself and move on. You have a group of close friends like mavis and sha i think they will be there always.




cheer up babe :)
Between You and Jiayi Wu


Jiayi Wu
Today at 11:27am
Report Message
hi naomi, cheer up! if he doesnt cherish u and makes u angry all the time, u'll have to learn to let go. u deserve someone who treats u way better. if he can't chg for your sake and be more disciplined on friendster/facebook, he probably isn't ready to be in a serious relationship and thus he don't deserve your 101%! i can understd wad u r goin thru as i've been thru this as well. giving in my 101% to a guy who promised the world but ended up cheatin on me -_- i jus hope u know that u deserve a better guy who will take care and dote on u. it's always hard to really let go. like this quote: 'It's hard to wait around for something that will never happen but its even harder when you know its everything that you ever wanted' It probably won't happen, judging from the endless no. of times he broke yr heart. pls be happy!! u r breaking your readers' hearts! u look waaay better in past pictures where u'd smile radiantly :) life is so short. u must be happy and not live in misery. u still have friends and family to fall back on and who will never give up on u.




Recently i can't sleep well..

I can't believe kelvin foo beat me again..
This time round he did it in front of my friend.. Yes,i won't be silly this time..
I have report to the police. Now is up to me to sue him.
He said he love wendi koh.
I love him so much yet he did these to me?
What should i do?
My heart hurts alot and very deeply..


Some message from friendster and facebook (whom concern for me)



From:

Adam
Date:
08/7/2008 7:41 am
Subject:
hmmm
Message:
girl... take good care of yaself.

i hope ya know what i mean. =)





From:

Serene
Date:
08/6/2008 8:04 pm
Subject:
hi there
Message:
hi there

been reading ur blog for sometime,no bad motive.hmm...actually i have been facing e same prob as u..all these ex gf issue n felt that my bf dun love me. Dun be sad...cheer up cos i have went thru what u did too...so i can understand ur feeling but u r much more fortuante than me cos ur bf mum is supporting u she tell u she hates ur bf's exe but for my case my bf's mum she still contact my bf's exe gf n she treats her like her own daugther. n if to let her choose think she wld rather chose her then me.

I went thru more problems then u n get hurt lots of time. Like u i also wan to let go many many times before but easy said than done. When i wan to let go n he come asking me to be with him again im shaken by him n forgive him again. But when im back with him again he like dun really care about me...this keep repeating n repeating again thats y when i see ur post i felt for u...

U r really pretty girl n i know that u really love ur bf alot...but dun get so upset over him,one day he wld realise ur gd n regret not cherishing u....although i dun really know u but reading ur blog makes me realise how much u love ur bf....

from

someone who understand wat u gng thru




From:

Terence
Date:

08/6/2008 11:11 pm
Subject:
Hi, be strong
Message:
No one is worthy if he is not even worth your love,

and to think you are crazy all over someone lame.

Open your mind and let go of your heart for once,

make a decision and you will live life all over again.

Indecisiveness laden the heart, just let go of it now.

Let time heal the wound and everything will be fine,

indulge further and the pain will deepen with time.

Understand this and be firm to believe in yourself.




From:

Jonathan
Date:
08/7/2008 1:53 am
Subject:
just a little note...
Message:
Hi Naomi,

I happen to read your blog recently. Seems like your bf is unsure and indecisive at this point.

I usually do not just email out of the blue but the photoshoot pic just shows a sad side of you. It captured your emotion and how u feel right now.



Cheer up k. Be strong.



Jon


Christian Cheng
Today at 3:05am
Dear Naomi, I am just one of your many admirers on the internet. I read from your postings that you have been betrayed by someone you love dearly. I dunno what I can do to help you so I have sent you this verse which is very dear to my heart. I do not even know if you are a Christian but the bible contains all the answers everyone need. Hope this helps. Here is wishing you a blessed day!God Bless,Christian

1 Samuel 16:7
"But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."
Created with Daily Bible Scripture


Derrick Ng
August 6 at 5:48pm
can i have your msn or contact number?saw your blog, feel sad for you although i do not know you.. think you should leave your bf and have a new life... it will be tough but you will feel happier when you look back...


A BIG THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS,READERS FOR YOUR CONCERN!
NAOMI APPRECIATE IT

Recent photoshoot that i just did, not yet edit.. Still waiting for my edit photos

Yesterday kelvin's mum called me.. She told me she hates wendi.
Kelvin (baby) told me he didn't contact wendi,wendi is the one contacting him.
Thought she is attached? And from what she said she is happily with her life and bf?
If so why she still contacting my bf ? kelvin's mum told me wendi ownself find kelvin.
Who is the one lying?


This is a message from a friendster friend :


Date:
08/5/2008 12:36 pm
Subject:
Hi there......
Message:
Jus read ur Blog, N I must say, UR BF IS BLIND!!!

U r definitely WAY Cuter n Prettier then tt Wendi Gal!!

Hmmm......u still haf tt very sad look in all ur recent pics, hope u can soon find happiness n joy n start hafing a loving look in ur pictures again!!

Take Care n Dun forget to haf a meal b4 taking ur medication!!



From:

A Fan of Urs!!

歌曲：秋天不回来 qiū tiān bù huí lái
歌手：王强 wáng qiáng
专辑：秋天不回来 qiū tiān bù huí lái
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This is the lyrics that i first time listen to it and understand the meaning of it.

Yucks! I'm sick.. ! There good and bad for been sick. Good is can sleep whole day. Bad is the process of sickness. :)

Had quarrel with baby yesterday.

Cause i just found out something. That's all along he still contacting a girl named wendi

She is his ex gf that he loves alot. He because of her put a chinese word tattoo " Qing heng" behind his neck. HEY! He because of her break up with me for the first break up. He even put "Qiu tian bu hui lai" for her incoming call. Do u guys thinks this sounds fishy?! I have alot of question which have no answer.. I asked him to stop contacting wendi. He say CANNOT.. He say friends, but i don't think so. He even shouted at me because of her. Do u guys think so?

All along i don't feel i'm been loved. Now i feel i'm damn stupid! Yes although he with me everyday,what's the point of having him by my side but not his heart? I wanna give up but i afraid i can't do it. Now i knew the meaning of LOVE CAN'T BE FORCE, IF IS YOURS IT WILL BE. He bringing me to taiwan with his family.. But will i be happy in the future? I'm not happy now. My gfs scold me for been crying everyday, xuesha and mavis wanna see the old self naomi that's so cheerful and happy everyday..

This is wendi

http://profiles.friendster.com/wendikoh

Baby, i know you will be angry that i post this entry.. This is the only way i write out my feelings..

This is the memont i feel he is my bf

After work had supper with baby's mum at geylang eating huo guo

Was a very tiring day.. Didn't sleep well for days.

Accompany baby's mum to go market till noon then i sleep..

Slept like 3hours only then off to work..

Although i'm very tired but i'm very happy to accompany aunty to market..

This is my first time to go wet market, to me like zoo! haha..

Had supper with baby's mum for a malay/indian store

AFter work with xuesha had supper with xuesha and boss at baby's stall
And we quarrel over a girl named fiona.
Cause i just realised she is my bf ex gf
Fiona used to be my best friend due to many things so we never contact.
I even call her,she still dare not to face me.. I just got things to talk to her.
My bf lied to me that they are just friends CAUSE he wanna to be with me ?! *LAME*
Why? Cause he never nice to me or i could say never do his parts as a bf before.
Will upload pictures soon, waiting for xuesha to edit ..

Had been working almost everyday with xuesha.. Yeah! So much fun at work! Although i'm so tired. But i enjoy my work !
BAd day for today!
Cause my house maid steal my family things and money..
And i didn't go work cause when i found out it was in the night time.
We have send her back to the agency and file a police report.
Tomorrow noon gonna get another replacement
I keep calling friends to ask how to settle this thing.
Thanks to xuesha, hong, xuesha mother-in-law for the help !

Ds : Animal crossing!


Yeah! My house loan is all paid off ! Mavis one also! YEAH!! I didn't sleep cause of the house loan.. been working hard